• Shoxrux – Abadiya

    Shoxrux

    Abadiya

    “My name is banda”, xatari baloi kulfatdir,
    Imtihonim to ruhim tanda, bir kunimda misoli yelman
    Yoki to`zoni bo`ron, holatim har ne.
    Amalim imkon sari yaxshi-yomonimni poylar tarozi me’zon,
    Safari umrim asari, bir ulug` devon.
    Taxmiman 100 yil davomidagi bo`lgan bu juda
    Oz muhlatga bitilgan begumon.

    24.000 ming nafas, berildi kuni-tuniga,
    Mo`jizalari umuman borib aqlimga sig`mas.
    Osmoni-koinot, mili-milliard yulduzga qarab turib,
    Tom ketmasligini kuzatmadim o`zimda.
    Shamsu Qamar itoatidan tafakkurim teran,
    Bu borliqning oxiri borib, to`xtaydigan makoni
    Mavjudmikan? Savolim xuddi bir belibos!

    Abadiya “is a no vicinity,
    Sense of being is beyond bounds of my mind”.
    Abadiya “saps my sanities,
    Leaving mysteries all behind shining stars”.

    Mikroneyroning man ham, ulug` umidvor,
    Tavba bor ekan, demak, maxfirat ham bor.
    Himmatimni baland parvozga berdim,
    Hotirjam tomoshabinman, o`zim ham bilaman-o. (x2)

    Vujudim salomat, lekin yuragim xastadir, dardimga topilmas tabib,
    Agarda davosi bo`lsa ham, negiz behuda bu hammasi gar etmasa nasib.
    Iltijo sari, inonib, etgani qiyin bo`lgan
    Manzilni kezdim har zamon man-o,
    Bo`lishi mumkin emas degan narsaning o`zi ham yo`qdir,
    Bu olam mo`jizli usti-ost, ertak ro`yo – u rost.

    Abadiya “is a no vicinity,
    Sense of being is beyond bounds of my mind”.
    Abadiya “saps my sanities,
    Leaving mysteries all behind shining stars”.

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